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Zen me ban Oh Zen me ban
Wei shen me ni wei shen me
Lao shi ba kong qi quan dou xi guang le
Hai de wo ni hai de wo
Zai ni mian qian hu xi ji cu xu yao jiao jiu hu che
Bie kan wo xian bie kan wo
Wo de lian hong jiu kuai yao bao liao le
Me shen me na you shen me
Wo shi jue dui bu hui cheng ren wo xi huan ni le
Zen me ban gan jue tian you suan
Tou tou ai ni kuai le you gu dan
Zen me ban ai que bu neng jiang
Ni zhen tao yan bu lai bang wo de mang
Ni zen me ke yi zhe yang
Xiao rong da bai tai yang
shen zi bi wo hai yao gen hao kan
wo sui ran wu li di dang
dan shi ri zi hai chang
zong you yi tian huan ni wei wo feng kuang
wei shen me ni wei shen me
zhe yang bu jiang li de jiu chu xian le
hai de wo ni hai de wo
lian jin you de yi dian jin chi you ya quan dou hui le
kao jin wo bie kao jin wo
Dao di li ni duo jin bi jiao hao ne
wan dan le wo wan dan le
wo zheng ge ren yan kan jiu kuai yao bu shi wo de le
zen me ban gan jue tian you suan
tou tou ai ni kuai le you gu dan
zen me ban ai que bu neng jiang
ni zhen tao yan bu lai bang wo de mang
ni zen me ke yi zhe yang
Xiao rong da bai tai yang
shen zi bi wo hai yao gen hao kan
wo sui ran wu li di dang
dan shi ri zi hai chang
zong you yi tian huan ni wei wo feng kuang
wei wo feng kuang
zen me ban gan jue tian you suan
tou tou ai ni kuai le you gu dan
zen me ban ai que bu neng jiang
ni zhen tao yan bu lai bang wo de mang
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p/s~ just finish watching taiwanese movie Bu Neng Shou De Mi Mi a.k.a Secret staring by Jay Chou and Kuan Lun Mei (ok,maybe i'm too late to watch it since it already aired in 2007)..but really dat movie was awesome..though my housemate dun like it..just njoy the story n the music in it..dun ask me the synopsis..zhe shi mimi(it's secret)..*winkz*
June 23, 2009
June 16, 2009
If We Hold On Together
Salam n Peace to all~~
Don't lose your way with each passing day.
You've come so far, don't throw it away.
Live believing - dreams are for weaving,
Wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story - Faith, Hope and Glory
Hold to the truth in your heart.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend,
Seek out a star, hold on to the end.
Valley mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away.
Worlds are swaying - someone is praying,
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
When we are out there in the dark,
We'll dream about the sun.
In the dark we'll feel the light,
Warm our hearts, every one.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly,
The clouds roll by, for You and I.
my fav line is the bold part..the meaning is like u need to have high self-esteem to prevent urself from being easily manipulate by others..that's why learning process is very important to construct our attitude for a better future..it's not only in the class which just follow the syllabus n experience nothing..but,the learning process throughout our lives for the success herein n hereafter..Insya Allah~
learning n cognition are not an easy process, emphasis on active rather than passive learning..has influence of nature in addition to nurture..learning as defined by Eysenck is the process by which experience results in a relatively permanent change in behavior or in potential behavior..
The basic form of learning: Classical Conditioning
stimuli in the environment can trigger an automatic behavioural response..the new stimulus-response relationship is learned by association with the naturally occuring stimulus-response relationship..i give u an example:
"one day,u accidentally opened my blog..then, u read a touching story in my entry which made u cry while this oldies song played softly in the background..now,whenever u hear the song, u feel sad n almost cry"
unconditioned stimulus(UCS) - the touching story
unconditioned response(UCR) - u'r crying
conditioned stimulus(CS) - the background song
conditioned responses(CR) - feeling sad n almost cry
the conditioning reveals how organisms learn to mentally represent aspects of their world
2nd form of learning: Operant Conditioning
suggested by a behaviourist,BF Skinner explained that we behave the way we do because of the consequences our past behaviour has generated, to gain reward or avoid punishment..reinforcement (+ve & -ve) increase the likelihood of the action being repeated..
ex:u study hard for xm not only to get H1 (+ve), but also to avoid u repeat paper for the next sem (-ve)..
punishment is the use of aversive consequences to reduce undesirable behaviour..however,it only suppresses the behaviour, rarely works for long-term behaviour change..also,it produces -ve feelings which do not promote new learning..alternatives to punishment,reinforce both of desirable behaviour n non-occurrence undesirable behaviour..
3rd form of learning: Observational Learning
indirectly human learning through observing others by active judgment n constructive process,not just mechanical imitation..it also has vicarious reinforcement n vicarious punishment..for example:
"u observing ur friends enjoying blogging experiences vicarious reinforcement for blogging"
however,it needs to undergoes 4 processes according to Albert Bandura=>
1)Attention - must attend to the other persons behaviour
2)Memory - must remember what they did
3)Motor skills - transform the memory into actions
4)Motivation - more likely to imitate a behaviour if will result in a reward
ok,i don't mind if u guys not understand at all what i'm trying to explain..but for me,it's very important..as they'r part of examinable questions for my psychology xm 2moro..need to memorize many things including behavioural neuroscience,sensation&perception,memory,language n quantitative method..one thing dat realize,the more u learn something the more u dunno many things..seeking knowledge is never stop..until the end of ur life..
Rasulullah s.a.w once said that "tuntutlah ilmu walaupun hingga ke liang lahad"
*when u'r WHITE, will u see WHITE in others BLACK?
n when u'r BLACK, will u still see WHITE in others BLACK?
that's a qualia problem....
learning n cognition are not an easy process, emphasis on active rather than passive learning..has influence of nature in addition to nurture..learning as defined by Eysenck is the process by which experience results in a relatively permanent change in behavior or in potential behavior..
The basic form of learning: Classical Conditioning
stimuli in the environment can trigger an automatic behavioural response..the new stimulus-response relationship is learned by association with the naturally occuring stimulus-response relationship..i give u an example:
"one day,u accidentally opened my blog..then, u read a touching story in my entry which made u cry while this oldies song played softly in the background..now,whenever u hear the song, u feel sad n almost cry"
unconditioned stimulus(UCS) - the touching story
unconditioned response(UCR) - u'r crying
conditioned stimulus(CS) - the background song
conditioned responses(CR) - feeling sad n almost cry
the conditioning reveals how organisms learn to mentally represent aspects of their world
2nd form of learning: Operant Conditioning
suggested by a behaviourist,BF Skinner explained that we behave the way we do because of the consequences our past behaviour has generated, to gain reward or avoid punishment..reinforcement (+ve & -ve) increase the likelihood of the action being repeated..
ex:u study hard for xm not only to get H1 (+ve), but also to avoid u repeat paper for the next sem (-ve)..
punishment is the use of aversive consequences to reduce undesirable behaviour..however,it only suppresses the behaviour, rarely works for long-term behaviour change..also,it produces -ve feelings which do not promote new learning..alternatives to punishment,reinforce both of desirable behaviour n non-occurrence undesirable behaviour..
3rd form of learning: Observational Learning
indirectly human learning through observing others by active judgment n constructive process,not just mechanical imitation..it also has vicarious reinforcement n vicarious punishment..for example:
"u observing ur friends enjoying blogging experiences vicarious reinforcement for blogging"
however,it needs to undergoes 4 processes according to Albert Bandura=>
1)Attention - must attend to the other persons behaviour
2)Memory - must remember what they did
3)Motor skills - transform the memory into actions
4)Motivation - more likely to imitate a behaviour if will result in a reward
ok,i don't mind if u guys not understand at all what i'm trying to explain..but for me,it's very important..as they'r part of examinable questions for my psychology xm 2moro..need to memorize many things including behavioural neuroscience,sensation&perception,memory,language n quantitative method..one thing dat realize,the more u learn something the more u dunno many things..seeking knowledge is never stop..until the end of ur life..
Rasulullah s.a.w once said that "tuntutlah ilmu walaupun hingga ke liang lahad"
*when u'r WHITE, will u see WHITE in others BLACK?
n when u'r BLACK, will u still see WHITE in others BLACK?
that's a qualia problem....
June 8, 2009
Tomorrow
change my theme song already..an oldies but just perfect to motivate me..pn haz (my esls lecturer at intec) is the one who promoted this song to all my canberra classmate..type of song that she approved for its meaning and an 'ok-grammar'..next time i tell u guys more bout this song..just take ur time n listen to it...
what is so 'special' about tomorrow?? according to myself,just refer to my student diary..inside that it's written there in the box of 9 june:BIOLOGY EXAM,9.30am,3hrs,REB Nicholson,1856..
majide??
no need to just memorize the facts but need to understand also..these few things dat i should know bout bio:
1) the presence of remnant of a peptidoglycan wall in some chloroplasts is evidence of prokaryotic endosymbiosis
2) oxygen is the final electron acceptor in the electron transport chain
3) according to Munch's hypothesis, the pressure gradient that drive mass flow involve osmosis
4) the acid-growth hypothesis explains the actions of auxin (indole acetic acid/IAA) hormone
5) motor neurones release acetylcholine from their synaptic terminals
etc.................
just wanna say ALL THE BEST for those who have exam tomorrow or day after tomorrow or day after day after tomorrow or........ah sudahlah..
*when someone gives u BLACK, then u give dat one WHITE, would it be grey??
*or when u give someone WHITE, then dat one gives u BLACK, would it be more grey??
kerepekan dikala otak tgh saturated dan neuron telah membeku..abaikan..
BREAK YOUR LEG!
what is so 'special' about tomorrow?? according to myself,just refer to my student diary..inside that it's written there in the box of 9 june:BIOLOGY EXAM,9.30am,3hrs,REB Nicholson,1856..
majide??
The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!
Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!
When I'm stuck a day
That's grey,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!
The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So you gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way!
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!
Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!
When I'm stuck a day
That's grey,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!
The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So you gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way!
no need to just memorize the facts but need to understand also..these few things dat i should know bout bio:
1) the presence of remnant of a peptidoglycan wall in some chloroplasts is evidence of prokaryotic endosymbiosis
2) oxygen is the final electron acceptor in the electron transport chain
3) according to Munch's hypothesis, the pressure gradient that drive mass flow involve osmosis
4) the acid-growth hypothesis explains the actions of auxin (indole acetic acid/IAA) hormone
5) motor neurones release acetylcholine from their synaptic terminals
etc.................
just wanna say ALL THE BEST for those who have exam tomorrow or day after tomorrow or day after day after tomorrow or........ah sudahlah..
*when someone gives u BLACK, then u give dat one WHITE, would it be grey??
*or when u give someone WHITE, then dat one gives u BLACK, would it be more grey??
kerepekan dikala otak tgh saturated dan neuron telah membeku..abaikan..
BREAK YOUR LEG!
May 31, 2009
Unwritten
I am unwritten
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my head
Ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begin
The rest is still unwritten
I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begin
The rest is still unwritten
Finish all 12 lecture weeks..now is swot vac..study time a.k.a. exam mode
typical emotion >>> STRESS!
many things need to cover in this short period..nyesal dlu xnk revise siap2..skang br nk kalut
supposedly 1 week b4 exam everything inside ur head already..this time for doing exercise,all the past year questions n no more refer to notes..that's what cemerlang student do la..for me,yg bese2 ni je,tme ni la br nk bc notes nk cover balek what had learned..aiseh~
no more study smart but study hard rite now..strive for the H1..need to do all my best..
should not forget to pray to Allah,the Owner of Success..
ihfazillah yahfazka..jagalah Allah, and Allah akan jaga awak=)
then,tawakal..
*explode reu at PD 30-31 may..hope u guys having great time there..miss the good old days at jenan..
p/s~c'yanz n chema..hope u guys nye plan jadik ye..amin~ *winkz*
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my head
Ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begin
The rest is still unwritten
I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begin
The rest is still unwritten
Finish all 12 lecture weeks..now is swot vac..study time a.k.a. exam mode
typical emotion >>> STRESS!
many things need to cover in this short period..nyesal dlu xnk revise siap2..skang br nk kalut
supposedly 1 week b4 exam everything inside ur head already..this time for doing exercise,all the past year questions n no more refer to notes..that's what cemerlang student do la..for me,yg bese2 ni je,tme ni la br nk bc notes nk cover balek what had learned..aiseh~
rite now,favorite things:
1.notes
2.stationary
3.calculator
4.chocolate (a must!)
favorite activities:
1.studying
2.eating
3.studying again
4.sleep n sleep
in my mind:
1.biology cell&organism
2.chemistry: organic,inorganic&physical chemistry
3.psychology:mind,brain&behaviour
4.chinese:oral,listening n written
1.notes
2.stationary
3.calculator
4.chocolate (a must!)
favorite activities:
1.studying
2.eating
3.studying again
4.sleep n sleep
in my mind:
1.biology cell&organism
2.chemistry: organic,inorganic&physical chemistry
3.psychology:mind,brain&behaviour
4.chinese:oral,listening n written
no more study smart but study hard rite now..strive for the H1..need to do all my best..
should not forget to pray to Allah,the Owner of Success..
ihfazillah yahfazka..jagalah Allah, and Allah akan jaga awak=)
then,tawakal..
*explode reu at PD 30-31 may..hope u guys having great time there..miss the good old days at jenan..
p/s~c'yanz n chema..hope u guys nye plan jadik ye..amin~ *winkz*
May 23, 2009
Perfect Situation
what i learned today..wake up late in the morning,get ready going out with shay..our turn to buy halal chicken at Brunswick..today also my turn to make breakfast but muz already made pancake aka western lempeng for us..(kes bgn lmbt..huhu)..thanks muz~
after came back from Brunswick,had lunch then stick in front my lappie..online n wasting my time..didn't have mood to study cause already planned for going out again with sis mardhiah at 3.15pm..going to humaira's house..a new friend that only met for few times..had makan2 at her home in Broadsmeadow (i think,not sure) about 1hr from Melbourne city..
going there made me realize many things..her house's so far away from melbourne uni,need to take bus or train that would take around 2hrs journey..but she never miss her classes although it start early at 8am..how bout me?? distance from uni n my house take less than 30mins..plus,i just need to take tram that only few meters in front my apartment..n my class start as early as 9am n finish as late as 6pm..no need to take long journey..still,i keep on ponteng class almost every week..like a habit..a bad habit :(
humaira live with her whole family,including her grandma..her aunts n uncles also in Melbourne..seems like all her family migrate here..why?? for better life,education n opportunity they said..she's Singaporean before n now become permanent resident here..so glad to meet her family..feels warm like at home..they're all friendly,kind n nice..ye la kan,met family of muslim n malay among thousands new faces since i arrived here..
her aunt,cik ziela keep on repeating how lucky we're (Malaysian students)..got government sponsorship to study abroad..but they're not..u know urself the reason why..by moving here,at least they meet new community which put less discrimination towards them..they mixed also with other muslims from turki,lebanon,itali,malaysia,indon,etc..the bond that build based on faith not races..what a beautiful islam is..
how lovely family she has..jealous? a lil bit maybe..why should i? see the way they practice Islam..all family perform solah together,even the kids..the aurah that covered,no need to wear telekung..the respect to elders..n the way the kids behave,very decent..again,what a beautiful islam is..
giving such a poignant moment..realize how small i am in this world..realize my weaknesses,how incomplete i am..miss my hommie so much..wanna be with my own family..sob2~
asking myself,what the purpose I'm here? been asked this question before..many times..always come out with my personal answer..to face global challenges,open up my world,get out of comfort zone,bla bla bla..still finding the right n perfect answer..only Allah knows best..
remind back yesterday's qc (quranic circle), what sis baie said,"benda yg putih akan nmpak lg putih bila dikelilingi oleh hitam" agree..supposedly,it should be whiter not be darken by the black..still purifying my heart, shaping my attitude n recharging my iman..a prudent rendition~
after came back from Brunswick,had lunch then stick in front my lappie..online n wasting my time..didn't have mood to study cause already planned for going out again with sis mardhiah at 3.15pm..going to humaira's house..a new friend that only met for few times..had makan2 at her home in Broadsmeadow (i think,not sure) about 1hr from Melbourne city..
going there made me realize many things..her house's so far away from melbourne uni,need to take bus or train that would take around 2hrs journey..but she never miss her classes although it start early at 8am..how bout me?? distance from uni n my house take less than 30mins..plus,i just need to take tram that only few meters in front my apartment..n my class start as early as 9am n finish as late as 6pm..no need to take long journey..still,i keep on ponteng class almost every week..like a habit..a bad habit :(
humaira live with her whole family,including her grandma..her aunts n uncles also in Melbourne..seems like all her family migrate here..why?? for better life,education n opportunity they said..she's Singaporean before n now become permanent resident here..so glad to meet her family..feels warm like at home..they're all friendly,kind n nice..ye la kan,met family of muslim n malay among thousands new faces since i arrived here..
her aunt,cik ziela keep on repeating how lucky we're (Malaysian students)..got government sponsorship to study abroad..but they're not..u know urself the reason why..by moving here,at least they meet new community which put less discrimination towards them..they mixed also with other muslims from turki,lebanon,itali,malaysia,indon,etc..the bond that build based on faith not races..what a beautiful islam is..
how lovely family she has..jealous? a lil bit maybe..why should i? see the way they practice Islam..all family perform solah together,even the kids..the aurah that covered,no need to wear telekung..the respect to elders..n the way the kids behave,very decent..again,what a beautiful islam is..
giving such a poignant moment..realize how small i am in this world..realize my weaknesses,how incomplete i am..miss my hommie so much..wanna be with my own family..sob2~
asking myself,what the purpose I'm here? been asked this question before..many times..always come out with my personal answer..to face global challenges,open up my world,get out of comfort zone,bla bla bla..still finding the right n perfect answer..only Allah knows best..
remind back yesterday's qc (quranic circle), what sis baie said,"benda yg putih akan nmpak lg putih bila dikelilingi oleh hitam" agree..supposedly,it should be whiter not be darken by the black..still purifying my heart, shaping my attitude n recharging my iman..a prudent rendition~
tell me theres a logic out there
leading me to better prepare
for the day that something really special might come
leading me to better prepare
for the day that something really special might come
May 16, 2009
Bad Day
Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
my dear bad day..n everyone have their own bad day..when things that planned not going well..when finding urself in the middle of confusion,hatred or anger..
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carrying on
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carrying on
then,how we deal with it? pretend that nothing happen or cry for the whole day? it seems like flight or fight..either we runaway or get through with it..relating to the unconditioned n conditioned stimulus..give impact to our unconditioned or conditioned response..
'Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
instead of blaming everyone around, should be asking to our own self,"are we the wrong-doers?" reflecting back the things that are done before..is it because of others or not..
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
why must care of what others might think..lead all the intentions(nawaitu) because of Allah..He is the one that holds each one's heart..jagalah hubungan dgn Allah n Allah akan jaga hubungan kita dgn yg lain..
Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well all that strong
And I'm not wrong
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well all that strong
And I'm not wrong
actually,bad day is not always bad..there must be reasons behind either we notice or not..the test that Allah gives to the people that He loves..prevent us from going astray..how grateful is it?
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
should get closer to Him..as He miss so much to hear our prayer,our rintihan..He The One that should be ask for help,tempat utk kita mengadu..
well,dear bad day..i know that i can learn something on that day..something that would make me stronger,as a mujahadah n a fighter..n i know that i'm not alone in this world..there are my circle of trust around..just wanna quote what a wise man said:
"if we want to change our world, we do not begin by rectifying the outward. Instead,we must changed the condition of inward (the heart)." - Hamza Yusuf
May 4, 2009
True Friend?
it's so hard to trust anyone here
sorry,this post is quite emotional
i'm in unstable emotion now
dun know what to do,how to react n what to say
n i had nobody to share my feeling rite now
so,i'm writing this blog hoping that it could make me at ease
yeah,sometimes i act like childish
n made everyone annoyed
but i need someone to get my back
to break trough my shell whenever i'm quiet
without doing a rebel yell
to keep back my feet on the ground
i need friend that will be here with me till the end
not the one that push me away when something ain't right
but the one that talk to me now n into the night
till it's alright again
a friend that dun get angry when i change the plans
n won't say "i told u" when i'm wrong again
what is true friend means?
the one that will go till the end of the earth
to find the things u need
but i dun need that
i just need friend that hang on with me through the ups n downs
the one that i can believe
it's hard to trust anyone here
when u realize that they just need u for their own good
leave u alone when u're down
but need u when they're down
the backstabbers, hypocrites
pretend they like u but actually they're not
finding the right time to turn u down
do u know that everybody makes mistakes?
n everybody has those days
nobody's perfect
but i gotta work it
again and again until i get it right
nobody's perfect
u live n u learn it
n if i mess it up sometimes...
nobody's perfect
i'm not the one that easily express my feelings
i just let it keep inside
that made me more suffer
yup,all of us are suffered
i know how to live in community
to keep everybody's secret
not involving outsiders
but i need good advice telling me what should i do
not with those harsh words that make things get worse
it's so hard to trust anyone here
the one n only that never leave me alone..
"Your Lord (O Muhammad) has neither forsaken you nor hates you" (93:3)
yes,i'm pissed off..T_T
sorry,this post is quite emotional
i'm in unstable emotion now
dun know what to do,how to react n what to say
n i had nobody to share my feeling rite now
so,i'm writing this blog hoping that it could make me at ease
yeah,sometimes i act like childish
n made everyone annoyed
but i need someone to get my back
to break trough my shell whenever i'm quiet
without doing a rebel yell
to keep back my feet on the ground
i need friend that will be here with me till the end
not the one that push me away when something ain't right
but the one that talk to me now n into the night
till it's alright again
a friend that dun get angry when i change the plans
n won't say "i told u" when i'm wrong again
what is true friend means?
the one that will go till the end of the earth
to find the things u need
but i dun need that
i just need friend that hang on with me through the ups n downs
the one that i can believe
it's hard to trust anyone here
when u realize that they just need u for their own good
leave u alone when u're down
but need u when they're down
the backstabbers, hypocrites
pretend they like u but actually they're not
finding the right time to turn u down
do u know that everybody makes mistakes?
n everybody has those days
nobody's perfect
but i gotta work it
again and again until i get it right
nobody's perfect
u live n u learn it
n if i mess it up sometimes...
nobody's perfect
i'm not the one that easily express my feelings
i just let it keep inside
that made me more suffer
yup,all of us are suffered
i know how to live in community
to keep everybody's secret
not involving outsiders
but i need good advice telling me what should i do
not with those harsh words that make things get worse
it's so hard to trust anyone here
the one n only that never leave me alone..
"Your Lord (O Muhammad) has neither forsaken you nor hates you" (93:3)
yes,i'm pissed off..T_T
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