it's so hard to trust anyone here
sorry,this post is quite emotional
i'm in unstable emotion now
dun know what to do,how to react n what to say
n i had nobody to share my feeling rite now
so,i'm writing this blog hoping that it could make me at ease
yeah,sometimes i act like childish
n made everyone annoyed
but i need someone to get my back
to break trough my shell whenever i'm quiet
without doing a rebel yell
to keep back my feet on the ground
i need friend that will be here with me till the end
not the one that push me away when something ain't right
but the one that talk to me now n into the night
till it's alright again
a friend that dun get angry when i change the plans
n won't say "i told u" when i'm wrong again
what is true friend means?
the one that will go till the end of the earth
to find the things u need
but i dun need that
i just need friend that hang on with me through the ups n downs
the one that i can believe
it's hard to trust anyone here
when u realize that they just need u for their own good
leave u alone when u're down
but need u when they're down
the backstabbers, hypocrites
pretend they like u but actually they're not
finding the right time to turn u down
do u know that everybody makes mistakes?
n everybody has those days
nobody's perfect
but i gotta work it
again and again until i get it right
nobody's perfect
u live n u learn it
n if i mess it up sometimes...
nobody's perfect
i'm not the one that easily express my feelings
i just let it keep inside
that made me more suffer
yup,all of us are suffered
i know how to live in community
to keep everybody's secret
not involving outsiders
but i need good advice telling me what should i do
not with those harsh words that make things get worse
it's so hard to trust anyone here
the one n only that never leave me alone..
"Your Lord (O Muhammad) has neither forsaken you nor hates you" (93:3)
yes,i'm pissed off..T_T
4 comments:
dear dex.. =)
cheer up!
:D
nurul..beloved sis fillah..
i hope u r okay.. im not d best person.. but i'll share sumthin here..insyaAllah
(its a bit too long.. sorry)
from past experience, yes, true friend is indeed hard to find..
the essential thing that keep one to have a true friend is trust..
a person that we have our trust in her and she indeed keep her role to uphold the trust we give.. and that is when we call true friendship..
no doubt, its really hard to find true friend.. words may bubble out from their mouth saying we are their good friend, yet at times, the way the act certainly doesnt portray what they say.
but, never grieve long about it.. for indeed, there is someone out there as ur companion..
Beloved prophet s.a.w. said "the believers are like conspirated soldiers". and Allah Himself said "Your true friends are Allah, His messengers and company of believers."
The friend we choose will be our mirror.
Its certainly means that it is not for us to evaluate people faiths in them, but it is for us to reflect our self. Sometimes, the way our friend treat us is to be reflected back on our relationship with Allah, and His creations, and our friends..
Allah just want us to ponder beyond and reflect ourselves to it..
for Allah love us, and He doesnt want us to stray away from Him.
Thus, before its too late, He put down His test on us. And friendship is one of the early step of test He'll give..
I know, action is harder than words.. Its seems easy writing it down, but to really do it, takes a lot of strength..
Being here outside fron our comfort zone(homecountry), is for one sole reason.. To seek knowledge because of Him.
"..but they never lost assurance due to what afflicted them in thr cause of Allah, nor did thet weaken or submit(to the enemy). And Allah loves the patience(steadfast)" {al-imran:146}
Hope Allah will give u sakeenah(ketenangan), and give u strength in facing all kinds of difficulties..just be patience for their act, as indeed Allah is with those who are patience..
Allah Taala Loves u more than u realise..
its never easy to find true friend..but i believe someday u'll find one...keep searching!!!げんきだして。。がんばってね！！！
Salam,
~i saw u in my dream again last night..
~huhu,miss u dear..
~take care..*wink2*
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