For A Sister

farewell party last night at bouverie prayer room after terawih special for you..
simple yet meaningful event to appreciate you as a part of our big family here..

when i received a message from sis fatimah, told me bout the party, it's already late..
me,muz,tee n abid was at monash uni at that time for Malaysian Leadership Forum: A Road To Unity organized by MASCA..
so, we didn't prepare any to give to you..
we decided to buy something after iftar at Monash Uni on our way to the Pelham Musolla for terawih..
cause it's already late (about6.30pm), most of shops around the city already closed..
we just bought a box of chocolate n a card for you..
sorry,for the simple present but i hope that you'll like that..

congrats for already graduated from Melbourne Uni in Electrical Engineering major after 4 n half years hardwork..
4 years seem long but now it ends just like a blink of eyes, you said..
well sis, it's easy to graduate but it isn't to graduate with flying colour result like you..
4 years you've been here..
but we'd know each other for less than a year, since last feb..
still dunno much about you..

my 1st impression towards you..
"she's friendly n sempoi"
you're funny, talented, kind, nampak ganas tapi sebenarnya lembut..hehe~
in my last speech to you last night, i'd say that you're special..
indeed you're..
n nobody will replace you..

during winter trip, me n muz said to sis ainun how sad we are when you leave soon..
sis ainun said "find her clone then"..
we said, "it won't be same..there's no one like her, have personality like her, voice like her.."
n i told this to sis fatimah..
she said,"jgn ckp depan die tau,nnt die overreacted, 'ter'over-happy lak t..haha.."
but, i did tell you last night rite?
cuz i want to make you delighted for our last moment together..

wanna say sorry to you
for all my misdoings before
for all the jokes that you couldn't take..
for everything ..
and my thankie-winky
for all the good deeds towards me n my friends
for being a good sister
for make us happy with your easy-going attitude
for still remember your promise to us, to make us mee bandung
it's so delicious..your cakes, 'paddle pop' cakes, all are marvellous
thanks so much..(next time buat lagi yer =P)..

hope you'll be happy always in Allah's love
ukhwah fillah abadan abada
gonna miss you n please, dun ever ever forget us especially me..haha~
take care~

"...He it is who has supported you with His help and with the believers. And he has united their (believers) hearts. If you had spent all that is in the earth, you could not have united their hearts, but Allah has united them. Certainly He is All-Mighty, All- Wise.." [8:62-63]

dedication to a sister:

Siti Nabihah a.k.a Sis Abby

*hope that she reads this..

Haengbok

That is a Korean word for happiness...
Japanese: shiawase
Mandarin: gao xing
Malay: kegembiraan

as mentioned by Dr Rachael Jack from Glasgow University
a happy emoticon for the Western :-)
while for the East Asian (^_^)
she said that East Asian tended to focus on the eyes as contrast to the Western that took in the whole face when interpreting emotion expression

What does happiness means to you?
The question that Pn Haz asked in my class for the ielts speaking part when I was in Intec
everyone gave their own answer
like get enough sleep, get good result, no assignment or homework, when receive a warm smile, etc...
Happiness seems like can be attained by getting what we want

however, what does happiness truly means?
The great feeling that will last long...Eternally
not just for the short period of time...
not like you're happy when u get the thing that u really want n when that thing gone, you feel bad of it..

Sis zabrina, a famous inspirational book's author, Life Is an Open Secret, did share a story about an 80-year-old grandmother who tried hard to achieve her dream of memorizing the whole Quran...
when a question asked the old woman during a period of memorization, did her life change?
She said she went through a major change and tried always, all praise is due to Allah, to obey Allah before started the memorization. However, after she started the task of memorization, she began to feel a self-comfort, a great self-comfort and all worries began to move away. She even reached the stage of freeing herself from all these excessive worries concerning fearing for her children and their affairs, and her morale was boosted."
Source: sis zabrina's blog
Copyright © Sis Zabrina 2009
see...the true happiness she feels and this is a great Nikmat from Allah...Indeed...
didn't Allah had saying in a verse of Al-Quran: "dengan mengingati Allah,hati akan menjadi tenang"
try this n trust me, you'll get the great feelings that nobody could describe it..=) Insya Allah

happiness is not hard to achieve at all...
Nevertheless, the way you get that matter...
You could be happy by insulting others or doing rebel things as you might think
but then, for how long?
Life is full of karma, you did bad things to others and they might do the same thing to you back...
What goes around comes around...
A hadith of Rasulullah s.a.w saying;
"Daripada Ali r.a. katanya: Sesungguhnya antara perkara yang boleh mengampunkan dosa-dosa ialah memberi kegembiraan kepada saudara seislam kamu."
then, you could be happy too by making others happy =)

I think, we should mingle freely with other people
no matter how introvert or extrovert you're
u could be happy by making others happy or just looking at others happy faces
because I do believe that the thought alone might killing u..
When you're alone, the negative thoughts might conquer your emotion
n then, you will be unhappy...

yes, I’m happy right now
in this month full of barakah
wanna wish, Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak
to all my family (ayah,umi,kakak n fidud), my relatives, my friends n whoever knew me..
Use it wisely or u may regret it...

Rahmat Ujian

Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu

first time i have this feeling..feeling of deprivation..in need for something so much..that thing to support my life here monthly..i'm broke..how can i study with this bloody feeling? so miserable =(

sabar..it's what others told me..easy to said..well,maybe i should be patient..now is the time to practice it..oops,no maybe..it's a MUST!..still remember sis jaa's anology about sabar:
"sabar is like a biting nail competition..2 people bite each other's nail..bite as hard as they could..then,whoever give up first is the loser..the one who stand still is the winner..so,as long as you sabar with it,you win"
get the point there?

who's the one that giving me rezeki? is it my sponsor or The Rabb Al-Alamin? Astaghfirullah..
"Man does not get tired of asking good things from Allah; if an evil touches him, then he gives up all hope and is lost in despair" [41;49]
we tend to judge Allah based NOT on the millions of things He gave, but the one thing that He did not give..
Ya Allah,pray that i'm not among the people who give little thanks to You..

"Do people think that they will be left alone because they say:'we believe' and will not be tested"[29;2]
Allah give test to the people that He love (already mentioned before in the previous post)..kalau ada apa2 yang datang,jangan takut,jangan lari,itu semua cobaannn *ayat bujang lapok* hehe~..

to myself:relax ok..it's just a simple problem..don't be grieved for the simple test..belum lagi bagi test besar2..rezeki Allah ada kat mana2..insya Allah..then,be grateful always~

hear this song does make me strong each time when i was down..how could i forget millions nikmat that Allah gives n grieving for one little nikmat gone? Syukur ya Allah to make me realize this =)