Mantera Beradu

MANTERA BERADU - MALIQUE FT. M NASIR

Masih belum sempurna..

Gerakkan Hati... Hati gerakkan...
Pandanglah aku.. aku lah dia..

kulitku tebal.. ku kebal.. ingatku kebal..
hanya berbual makan angin kembung perut mual...
resah dan tidak senang.. hidup tak pernah lenang..
ku schizo paranoia takut pecah tembelang

pecah tembelang... peta dah hilang...
bangau dah pulang... suara sumbang..

lidahku kaku tak selicin kuku
teman baikku buku
bini ku pena.. tak pernah lena
aku suka mengintai pantang ditenung
berakhir pertelingkahan dalaman
pasti belum

ikut gerak hati.. pena melayang
dilihat dua layang pandang
tak lah sekarang
takat meradang
tanya.. abang gedang, apa barang?
badan macam badang
main macam belakang parang

kuhunuskan keris musuh ada pistol
tradisi kekalkan adaptasi harus betul
tujuh baris keramat tujuh garis penamat
baik berpada biar jahat asal selamat

ramai saudaraku yang baik telah dipijak

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

yo ijazah terbaik datangnya dari jalanan
dari pengalaman bercakap dan bersalaman
konflik motivasi cuba medatasi
positif dan benci jadi inspirasi pagi

peduli itu interpretasi basi pekakkan sebelah
halang biar keduanya muka cantik
soalan bodoh yang ditanya jadi melodinya
lebih hina dari zina

lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosa
testosterone testarosa
citacita sosa kl kl kosa nostra
jalan berliku ku harung roller coaster
gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
luas pandangan jauh dah berjalan
tak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miaww
kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
ingat nak berlaga tapi tak kan boleh menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang

sebelum jadi bangkai ikan koi renang renang
pura pura salah jawapan untuk naik berang
panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
risaukan pekara remeh kita tak akan maju
muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

panjat pokok buluh cari tukun air terjun
naik sampai nampak dah terpegun turun
tiga ular ikut lompat atau paut
kalau lari mati jika jerut maut

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

puisi hati mu... hati mu puisi
palu hati ku palu hatiku

kulit tak besalin walau saling ganti baju
pandang sini pandang sini
ku berbahasa baku kata kata nahu
himpun jadi satu
mantera beradu dengan irama dan lagu

akhirnya sempurna....

well, this is one of my favourite song..why? just see the lyric..meaningful rite? even though i don't understand some words..cause i'm not a sastera people..not really into puisi and cerpen..but i like the idea written and made into song..thumbs up~

lets focus at the bold part..said bout the important of ILMU, is what i think la..see, ILMU is very important..u can't win a battle with just ur physical, but also need ur mind..how are we want to build up our civilization? through ILMU..however,we should not forget that all the ILMU is come from Allah..

(31:27) and if all the trees on the earth were pens and the sea (were ink wherewith to write),with seven seas behind it to add to its (supply),yet the Words of Allah would not be exhausted.Verily,Allah is All-Mighty,All-Wise

i wonder why whenever i study seems like a waste..like 'masuk otak kanan keluar otak kiri'..i realize that my nawaitu is wrong,not because of Allah but because of something else..so,how could Allah help in study,to give the ILMU penetrate not just into the brain but the heart also..

to someone who is struggling for the final xm in this coming week,all the best with ur study n do ur best for ur xm..may Allah bestows His Mercy upon you..gambare *smile*

*just check through this blog..he said more about the ILMU..insya Allah

In Between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

1 week holiday seems too long for me..usually, I'll be back home during the hols..but now I can't..that really makes me in a cloud of homesickness feeling..aah,how wonderful to be at home..miss my mom,dad,sis n fidud so much..miss lying on my bed,my blueiy room..miss spent time gardening with my mom, chatting with my sis for the whole night n fight with fidud..haha~

nway,i still have friends to spent time with..my housemate,my friends that came all the way from clayton,canberra n adelaide..like a small reunion for the ausmat19 batch at intec..had picnic at the fitzoy garden..even guys also came here for the football match n 'jalan2' at melbourne..

not many places we went..just brought them shopping at DFO,vicmark n dockland..i don't know they were shopaholic..they already used $500 for shopping at DFO only..not include at vicmark n dockland..wow~ thank god i'm not like them,a shopaholic or fashion mania..it'll be worse because that DFO just 5 mins walk from my apartment..

brought them to port melbourne,had fish&chip there..stroll along the Crown,watched the 'hellfire' n water fountain that follow with the music tone..subarashi ne~ but i think they just waste so much money to make the Crown a 5 star place just to make people hypnotize..can't compare with the feeling of comfort when i was at The Nobbies n at the beaches..just feel the breeze n watched the beautiful scenery that created by Allah swt..no need to spend any cent for that..

well,having fun with my friends is just not enough for me..i need to be surrounded by people who make me remind more to Allah..cause i'm not really strong..easily influence by others..i need someone to put back my feet on the ground..that's why choosing friends is really important..even Nabi Yusuf AS prayed to God, (12,101)..dan gabungkanlah aku dengan orang yang saleh..

here,friends are like family..the one that share emotional roller coaster, to get me back on track if they see me astray..Ya Allah,guide us to the straight way..thanx to sis fatimah for the such beautiful advice=)..thanx also to sis sarah that always remind us to study n help us along with the assignment *winkz*..

anyway,the hols is finally over n i'll get busy again..with the tests,practicals n assignments..maybe that'll make me forget my homesick feeling..wondering how to spent my 1month winter hols soon..hm~

p/s~ just finish watched a japan drama, HONEY&CLOVER..so nice n meaningful story about the 5 art students who studying in Tokyo Uni n how they struggle to achieve their dreams..admire with ikuta toma(the cute guy who played as nakatsu in hana kimi)..hehe~

Chasing Cars

this thing really get my feet in ache till now..just imagine,u run on and off all over city for the whole day..what?? well,it's true..just follow up the story..

wake up kind of early in the morning,around 7.30am..then get ready for the race..walk out from arden street to flagstaff gardens without having breakfast (x sempat lorr)..forgot to mention,me n my housemate sleepover at arden last night..chit chatting with sis syikin,sis ina n sis sarah till late of night..

at the garden,met new faces of clayton students..was arranged in yellow group a.k.a. ROYAL GROUP..gempak seyh~..together with sis saadah(leader),sis zihan,sis akmal,sis idah,sis mar,fadh n adibah..handed with bread,tuna,apple,burger n mineral water each of one as energy supplement..after warming up,by 10am,the race was officially START>>

[1st clue:the small tiny houses even a foot can't fit in]
at first,we're thinking of royal botanic garden(RBG)..took bout half an hour to decide either using tram,train or taxi to go there..finally,we chose tram..unfortunately,no small houses was found there..went to visitor centre to ask bout that..the guy said that those houses are at the fitzroy gardens n need to use shuttle bus to go there,the slow bus that stop at each attraction places..around 11.30am,finally arrived at the right place..play game 'tembak2' n got the 2nd clue..

[2nd clue:2 seringgit,2 seringit,2 seringit]
aha..queen victoria market@vicmark..rushed to this place as fast as we could..that day was good friday so vicmark was closed..nobody was there except us..play sort of passing water game by 'kayu gandar' n bicycle..i choosed using bicycle n it's quite hard..still,we get the full mark..our motto;"ape yg penting,kerjasama!"..that wonderpets song..haha~

[3rd clue:Run,Explore,Blossom]
that's the carlton gardens where it's the place for sporty activity,have museum there n with flowers everywhere..but before we going there,we stop at the bouverie street(sis saadah's apartment) to pray n have lunch there..at the garden,we need to design a structure to prevent an egg from shattered if it fall from high place..so,we construct a nest in a plastic,with straws all over it n parachute to increase the falling time..sounds like a physician right? that's what we called application..alhamdulillah,the egg still in same condition..didn't affected at all..

[4th clue: colourful steps]
docklands..we're targetting to eat ice cream there but sadly,the shop closed because of good friday..sigh~ anyway,we still have big fish to fry,finish up the games although most of us already tired..played like a 'regu' game..need to act to give the clue about places around melbourne n the other person try to guess n find the correct pics bout that place..so funny..many style had seen..then,supposely we're given with the 5th clue but that time is already late n we're moving to the last clue..

[6th clue:optus oval,bermuda triangle,'BRAINY SQUARE']
wow,this is difficult..how could we define it..we're thinking of going to union lawn where there have the logo of those shapes..however,we're the last group n they told us the answer,the university square..when we arrive there,all the other groups were waiting for us..our group became the centre of attraction..*winkz*

[the result]
it's not based on who arrive first but based on how many points each groups got..our royal group didn't get the 1st place but we managed to get the 3rd place..beat all the other group even we're not finish all the game..hehe~ because we got full marks for each checkpoint..anyway,that's not important..that important thing is,KERJASAMA! that's what i learned from that day..follow the leader,musyawarah to gain conclusion and act fast in the right way..no cheating please..cause matlamat tak menghalalkan cara..

somehow,we're not chasing cars but we're chasing time..time waits for no man..don't wasting time doing unimportant things..a reminder for me..

Big Girls Don't Cry

at first..
all i thought my life here is very hard..being on my own feet..doing everything independently for the first time..plus,living far away from family n home..

moreover..
i'm in a non-muslim country where muslims here is the minority..totally different from m'sia..evoking back the first day of uni, wore baju kurung for the first time since my arrival,everyone in my class looked weird at me..isolation is somehow i felt that time..supposedly first day should going well as it's the start for tomorrow..the next days went on with the hard feeling that people maybe don't like you or afraid of you because you're a wierdo or something..

then..
sis fatimah told me that our baju kurungs are loved n envied by many..the Arabs even the mat salleh,they just looooove our baju kurung..should be proud to wear it..n,sis syikin said that people mistaken that baju kurungs as dress..u're soo rich to wear that to class..yup,that's right sis..those are just my pessimistic thoughts when homesick-ness feeling was all over me..

minority..
i came to these words one day:"Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority,it is time to pause and reflect"-Mark Twain
i always been in majority before n sadly,i did not learn many..yeah,you'll never get something if you're in your comfort zone unless you're getting out of it..like katak di bawah tempurung..
even the beloved Prophet SAW said,"Jadilah kamu dikalangan orang yang sedikit.."
so,minority is not an issue here..as long you respect yourself,n everyone will respect you..need to stand tall because we're the best ummah..
sis aisya told me that we're not alone in this world..we're the majority..because all the trees,the skies,the leaves,they're all with us..the living things that zikir to Allah in everytime..proud to be muslim..yeay!

till one day..
i met a girl that change my perception towards life..how she faces this life with smile on her face although she's BLIND..plus,she's a muslim..i met her thrice but never had a chance to talk to her..i do not even know her name,what year she's in or what course she's doing but somehow she inspired me..to pass trough the hurdles of life with smile..*smile*
"i was miserable because i had no shoes until i met a man who had no feet"
compare to her,my life isn't hard at all..but why should i stop smiling when difficulties come? smile is sadaqah..you'll make people at ease when you smile n that will make u happy..girl,keep on smiling!

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

p/s~looking forward for next week...easter hols~~~ n my friends from canberra n clayton will come sleepover here..best best~~