Perfect Situation

what i learned today..wake up late in the morning,get ready going out with shay..our turn to buy halal chicken at Brunswick..today also my turn to make breakfast but muz already made pancake aka western lempeng for us..(kes bgn lmbt..huhu)..thanks muz~

after came back from Brunswick,had lunch then stick in front my lappie..online n wasting my time..didn't have mood to study cause already planned for going out again with sis mardhiah at 3.15pm..going to humaira's house..a new friend that only met for few times..had makan2 at her home in Broadsmeadow (i think,not sure) about 1hr from Melbourne city..

going there made me realize many things..her house's so far away from melbourne uni,need to take bus or train that would take around 2hrs journey..but she never miss her classes although it start early at 8am..how bout me?? distance from uni n my house take less than 30mins..plus,i just need to take tram that only few meters in front my apartment..n my class start as early as 9am n finish as late as 6pm..no need to take long journey..still,i keep on ponteng class almost every week..like a habit..a bad habit :(

humaira live with her whole family,including her grandma..her aunts n uncles also in Melbourne..seems like all her family migrate here..why?? for better life,education n opportunity they said..she's Singaporean before n now become permanent resident here..so glad to meet her family..feels warm like at home..they're all friendly,kind n nice..ye la kan,met family of muslim n malay among thousands new faces since i arrived here..

her aunt,cik ziela keep on repeating how lucky we're (Malaysian students)..got government sponsorship to study abroad..but they're not..u know urself the reason why..by moving here,at least they meet new community which put less discrimination towards them..they mixed also with other muslims from turki,lebanon,itali,malaysia,indon,etc..the bond that build based on faith not races..what a beautiful islam is..

how lovely family she has..jealous? a lil bit maybe..why should i? see the way they practice Islam..all family perform solah together,even the kids..the aurah that covered,no need to wear telekung..the respect to elders..n the way the kids behave,very decent..again,what a beautiful islam is..

giving such a poignant moment..realize how small i am in this world..realize my weaknesses,how incomplete i am..miss my hommie so much..wanna be with my own family..sob2~

asking myself,what the purpose I'm here? been asked this question before..many times..always come out with my personal answer..to face global challenges,open up my world,get out of comfort zone,bla bla bla..still finding the right n perfect answer..only Allah knows best..

remind back yesterday's qc (quranic circle), what sis baie said,"benda yg putih akan nmpak lg putih bila dikelilingi oleh hitam" agree..supposedly,it should be whiter not be darken by the black..still purifying my heart, shaping my attitude n recharging my iman..a prudent rendition~

tell me theres a logic out there
leading me to better prepare
for the day that something really special might come