In Between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

1 week holiday seems too long for me..usually, I'll be back home during the hols..but now I can't..that really makes me in a cloud of homesickness feeling..aah,how wonderful to be at home..miss my mom,dad,sis n fidud so much..miss lying on my bed,my blueiy room..miss spent time gardening with my mom, chatting with my sis for the whole night n fight with fidud..haha~

nway,i still have friends to spent time with..my housemate,my friends that came all the way from clayton,canberra n adelaide..like a small reunion for the ausmat19 batch at intec..had picnic at the fitzoy garden..even guys also came here for the football match n 'jalan2' at melbourne..

not many places we went..just brought them shopping at DFO,vicmark n dockland..i don't know they were shopaholic..they already used $500 for shopping at DFO only..not include at vicmark n dockland..wow~ thank god i'm not like them,a shopaholic or fashion mania..it'll be worse because that DFO just 5 mins walk from my apartment..

brought them to port melbourne,had fish&chip there..stroll along the Crown,watched the 'hellfire' n water fountain that follow with the music tone..subarashi ne~ but i think they just waste so much money to make the Crown a 5 star place just to make people hypnotize..can't compare with the feeling of comfort when i was at The Nobbies n at the beaches..just feel the breeze n watched the beautiful scenery that created by Allah swt..no need to spend any cent for that..

well,having fun with my friends is just not enough for me..i need to be surrounded by people who make me remind more to Allah..cause i'm not really strong..easily influence by others..i need someone to put back my feet on the ground..that's why choosing friends is really important..even Nabi Yusuf AS prayed to God, (12,101)..dan gabungkanlah aku dengan orang yang saleh..

here,friends are like family..the one that share emotional roller coaster, to get me back on track if they see me astray..Ya Allah,guide us to the straight way..thanx to sis fatimah for the such beautiful advice=)..thanx also to sis sarah that always remind us to study n help us along with the assignment *winkz*..

anyway,the hols is finally over n i'll get busy again..with the tests,practicals n assignments..maybe that'll make me forget my homesick feeling..wondering how to spent my 1month winter hols soon..hm~

p/s~ just finish watched a japan drama, HONEY&CLOVER..so nice n meaningful story about the 5 art students who studying in Tokyo Uni n how they struggle to achieve their dreams..admire with ikuta toma(the cute guy who played as nakatsu in hana kimi)..hehe~