Leaving On The Jetplane

Yesterday i've got a call from shay..she told me that the flight already confirm..
then,mara called me to tell about the flight details..
~Kuala Lumpur - Melbourne
~MH149
~16th February 2009
~ETD 2135 ETA 0615
~7 hours

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

what?? that's so early.. because before this Mara said time briefing for my group on 20th..
my mind already set for 20th but now need to be set back for 16th..

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

seriously, I'm not mentally prepare yet..still have many things to do..4 months holiday's not enough..i need extra time to enjoy my life here..please~

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

but,when i think back what everyone had told me..my parent,my sis,my relatives,my friends n the seniors..this is the opportunity that i shouldn't miss..i better grab this chance..like it is now or never..

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go

my feeling now is like 3in1

1. excited to go abroad cause this is my first time..
2. anxious..I'll be in a new environment,new culture n new situation..
3. curious bout what will i find,who will i meet n what will i experienced..

yes,change is never easy..i just want to quote what a senior(i really respect her) had once said to me through email.."dexma dear, don't be afraid of going there=)..don't take it as a threat, but instead, take it as an opportunity..that Allah has laid in front of you..to find the true meaning of life..reflect and ponder the world around you..the people, how life means to them..the beautiful creations Allah has created.. the parks, the beach (must go to the beach!!! sgt sgt=))..let them all touch your heart, and let it soften your heart to remember the greatness of Allah Taala.."..Hope that Melbourne will open up my world,my eyes,my thoughts..

Now the time has come to leave you

thanks so much to everyone that help me through this journey..to umi,ayah,kakak n fidud..my beloved family that always be in my heart forever..to my family:tok,maklang,makjang,makteh,makcik,maksu,pakoncu you guys had help me a lot since i was a baby..to all my friends (too many to name each one) thanks and sorry for my wrongdoings..thanks also to my teachers sk selayang baru,sk langgar,jenan n lecturers at intec..and finally,my greatest thankful n grateful to Allah that give me this opportunity..Alhamdulillahi rabbil 'alamin~

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...