Altogether Alone

In the name of Allah. the Most Gracious Most Merciful

Salam and Peace to all..

Now it is half of 2012, how time flies..
How I wish time to go slowly last month, and go faster this month.
Because of few important things that need to be decided.
To determine my future, my own dream.

It came, It came like a thief in the night

I happened to be looking out through the window

I swear it was brighter than hell
Man, I saw a light through the window
It was hovering above the house next door

Well, not everything goes exactly like we plan, right?
I was planning to resign by the end of may, but my boss didn't approve it (_ _)
So, I had to stay here and continue with my contract for another 9 months (OMG!)
I guess I'm too good for my boss to let me go.. haha
But, it's ok then since I didn't get any scholarship yet
And I had to defer my study until February 2013
So I plan to stay on working here until July while looking for a much more suitable offer for me.

It came, It came like a song

In the day, the way I play when I get off on a feeling

Of wheeling and soaring through space

Like the word what flows

Like the lover as it explodes

Kicking off the start of time

Other than that, there is something coming.
It came not so sudden, slowly but surely, I don't know.
I hope this is the right feeling, as I don't wanna rush on things.
I just wanna go with the flow, until I'm really confident with it.
But anyway, it does make my heart flutters (*.*)

I froze, I froze like a stone all alone

I swear my hair stood up 

And I said a prayer to end all prayers

I reached for the phone but the phone was dead

Next the glowing ball turned red

Another thing is, no matter how I tried to be cool, mature and sensible, there's a part of be that behave macam kartun. (lol~)
It's in my personality though.
The strange thing is, sometimes I be more frank and friendly around strangers.
But there are times when I behave stiffly and awkward even around those who are so close to me *sigh*
Ok, many people said that I lack of common sense, I don't know in what way.
But I wanna apologize to those because of that personality of mine.

From now on you are gonna be able to see

From now on you are gonna be

All at once with peace and harmony

In rhyme and reason altogether alone

- Altogether Alone by Be The Voice

Last month, a lot of things happen, unexpectedly.
It passes so fast till I didn't realise, now is June.
I do learn lot of things, ponder on a lot of things, and also miss a lot of things.
Be that as it may, I have some obligations to do.
And I wish for days to go on slowly and steadily.
In other words, I try to avoid so many changes.

p/s ~ looking at my growing up younger cousins made me realise, how my uncle and aunts are becoming older..but then, I realised I'm growing old too..huhu..