Kokoro

Salam and Peace to all..


Now I'm here in Melbourne..after almost 2 months of holidays..
feeling homesick? of course yes..


it's been a while since i talk to you via this blog..
it's not like i didn't have something to share..
ideas are always in every corner in my mind..
i just don't know how to take them out and put into words..
now i'm trying to write what's on my mind right now..
it's seriously awkward for me now..huhu


The pouring rain stopped, and the summer sky changed


3 months summer holiday..
how did i spent it?
i stayed 1 month extra in victoria for working..
but i got to work for 9 days only..
all because of rainy weather..
affected cherry production..
we stayed in Ostrich Shed near Alexandra..
with only $50/week per person..it's cheap,right?
that house, or i can say it a villa, is very breathtaking..
big enough for 7 of us moving around in there..
with a big yard, a lake, small farm with chickens, horses, strawberry, etc..
working in the factory is tiring, but i do made some sweet memories
it is too much to explain here, pictures can explain everything
but.. all the pictures are gone..i should make a back up of it =(
i didn't stay longer cuz i have to go back Malaysia..
i do really envy my friends who staying there till end of season..haha


That summer, I met the most important person to me in the world
In my life up until now, and from now on


The best part of this holiday is spending more time with my family..
Now i'm feeling a bit homesick..
I wish I could do more to them..
well, my mom said my cooking ability already improved..haha..just a bit i think
and my dad said I can improve more on driving skill..manual and auto
my brother asked me to teach him add math..
in return, i asked him teach me guitar..i'm still a beginner..hehe
and i didn't have much time spending with my sis..
but i thank her for treating me meals and being my driver..hehe


We carve out the passing of time together
And close to each other, touching one another, we live our lives now, in the moment


another great thing is, meeting with cheyan, mimie, aiman, ieyna and che'am..
the pendeta girls who are my dorm-mate for 5 years in jenan..
we really know each other for long long time..
nothing really change about them..
even we didn't met for 4 years, and pursuing our own pathway
too bad i couldn't go trip with them in langkawi =(
but next time, insya Allah..we will plan another trip
all 9 of us, including wafaa, myra and aida,ok? (mummy, please take note..)
my another trip is, meeting with poeh, laiqha and AJ
it would be more great if ateh and chenad were there too =(
it's just a matter of time..if not, i can plan another trip to UMT, UPSI, etc..
sorry ye che'am, ruby and azie..


Our feelings waver now, in the summer
Parting, getting close, being in pain, getting excited


now summer holidays is gone..
school is starting..
i'm back in melbourne..
it's wrong to say this..but i feel more familiarity in melbourne as compare to in malaysia..
my own country seems unfamiliar to me..
maybe because what i expect is not what i really see..
fashion trends, lifestyles even the attitudes seems different..
or because of i only in malaysia for 2 months compare to the other 10 months in australia..
i don't know..
i just wish the best to my country, not being too much stray away from the right path..
islamic culture and the gentleness of malay culture still in everyone's heart..