Dear Mom

Salam and Peace to all..

what i'm gonna write here maybe some people might find it as a cliche..
things that common during mother's day..
people said, we should celebrate it everyday..
for me,there is nothing wrong to make a day special for our own mother..

Dear mom,
i'm far away from you..but my thoughts always be with you..
the most beautiful woman that i ever know..
with beautiful heart, beautiful smile..
the one that i spent time most during past holiday..
the one that knows me inside and out..
the one that i depend for and my favourite confidant..
it is you..

i miss you so much..
i miss doing everything together even as simple as watching dramas on tv..
i miss played badminton together..
i miss gardening together..
i just miss them all..

i don't know how to describe my feelings in words..
as i'm not really good in expressing my feeling..
especially to the person that i loved..
i just wanna let you know, i'm trying my best here
to be a good and better person as an adult
not like a child anymore..
i'm trying..

mom..
whenever i feel so difficult and exhausting..
your words often comfort me..
whenever i called you..
your worried voice asked if i've eaten
remind me of the forgotten promises made..
that i will be a person with pretty heart
and become a person who is selfless
i will fulfill the wishes of your love..
i think of you who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

although at times i hurt you because of my wrong decisions..
you silently watched over me from behind
although i'm still a young and clumsy child..
i think i understand now
the meaning of your silent prayers..

what will i do, yet my heart is still so small..
can i do better without holding your hand?
i'm not sure if i can make it without you..
i’m afraid that it will still lack
i don't think i'm ready yet, and i'm scared..

i just need your courage
i know that you always been there for me..

i will become a wise daughter for you..
i will be a proud daughter no matter where i go
i will show endless love
i will have a warm heart
with the love that you have shown me..

i was to shy to express to you clearly
that i really love you, my mom~~~